My way

I will sit in the beginning of my way

I will wait you to find my dream again

I will look at the sky to see your stars

I will sit among your memories with me

Maybe i can touch your presence again

I will ask all the passers about my love

Because my life stopped here for you

The lovers will sit around me to hear me

My soul will die without your feelings

I will write your name on all the walls

In my way i will cover the sun for you

Come back to light my lanterns again

I will sit in the beginning of my way.

My friends

In the past i had friends with pure hearts

Like flowers bloom around me at the morning

We were loving together with the same dreams

We were sharing our joy and our simple things

Now i'm alone without my friends in my way

Just memories about our innocence like children

The hearts changed and feelings lost in the noise

Souls became slaves for the life and the women

I miss their laughs and their tales around me

But i will keep with them within my heart forever

Like flowers bloom when sunrise comes again

When they come back again they will find my heart

My heart still pure like our memories in the past.

Within me

Look within me you will find yourself

Touch my heart you will find your love

Look at my eyes you will see your eyes

I love you and i have only my words

I write my words among book's papers

I look at your picture to write my poems

But in your presence i can't talk to you

Only touch my soul and talk with my eyes

Look to my lips you will find one word

I love you if you can understand that.

Tell me

Tell me if i can love you again

My feelings without soul with you

Yes it's still pure but without you

Now my heart became like canyon

Dark and very cold with your feelings

Just river from my tears and my pains

There you will not find the life with me

Tell me how i can forget my sadness

Now you are not my angel to love you

May be i still have my memories only

But i can't tell you i can love again

Just leave me alone to live again

I can't see you as my angel again

This is my life and i will live it again

Tell me if i can love you again.

The anger

I can't resist the anger within my heart

It generated within me in every moment

It's like a fire burns everything within me

It burns my memories like the papers

The anger killed the happiness around me

I can't cry or scream to say i'm angry

Sometimes i wish if i can say that for all

But i can't do that to get my freedom

Some of people hurt me in every moment

The anger like balls of fire within me

The anger own my soul and my wings

My tears like a fire burn my feature

In the same time i try to dream again

I know it's my destiny to be like that

Just burning angel screams in the sky

You can't find another feelings within me

Just fire runs in every place around me

I can't resist the anger within my heart.

Accept me

Accept me my lovely as i'm

Just with my simple words

Accept me as a simple man

Man has only his pure heart

Don't be tough with your dreams

Don't make me a dreamer only

Dreamer in the sky has only wings

The silence follows me with you

When i hear your dreams only

You want the life but i want the love

You wait from me the miracles

But i have only my deep silence 

My lovely i have not anything

Except my heart and my love

After you i will live with my tears

And my heart will be broken forever

Accept me my lovely as i'm.

In my heart

Still your love lives within my heart

I thought i can forget you forever

I thought i can love another woman

Whenever i try to love i see you again

When i'm alone i see you beside me

I can forget my soul but not you

When i feel nostalgia to you again

I carry my bag to escape to new place

And when i find new place i open my bag

To touch your heart and your smile

In my bag i find my rose and memories

Your rose blooms again with your smell

When i close my bag i go back to my place

I can't escape because you live in my heart.

What can i do ?

If you broken my heart

If you left me alone

If you killed my love

What can i do ?

If i missed my feelings

If i lost my dreams

What can i do ?

If my wings broken

If my soul chained

What can i do ?

If i will live in illusions

If i will believe you

What can i do ?

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

My book

Among my poems i will put my flower

My flower will not wilt because of you

My feelings will be among my papers

My book will be close to keep with it

My grand children will discover my book

They will unleash for my feelings again

They will release  my soul again to fly

They will see my flower blooms again

They will touch my feelings and my love

Just when they open my book only.

My friend

You will be my friend forever

We will have the same heart

I will tell you my simple secret

It's not necessary to hear you

It's necessary to find you close

To feel with me and my weakness

You will be my only friend

I didn't find someone deserves that

I found the innocence within you

I will touch to wipe my tears

You will share me my life forever

You will be within my heart only

You will be my friend forever

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

I dream

I dream to be drawing the smiles on the lips

To be like angels fly with my wings only

I dream to wipe the tears from all the eyes

To find my happiness among all these eyes

I dream to hold all children when they cry

To find the mercy inhabits among my ribs

I dream to be near to someone needs help

To say don't worry i'm here for you only

I dream to be with all orphan children

To share them their joy and playing to smile

I dream to be the dealer happiness for all

To leave someone remembers me forever

I dream and i will dream forever just for all

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

Four children on the beach

Today you killed four children on the beach

Every one has the happiness and the hope

Kids play with the sands to build their dreams

Every one has flower to his future on the beach

They ran to the sea to escape from the death

Every one has brave heart not rocket to kill you

You killed them because you are not human

Just animal has weapon to kill these children

You will forget their smiles when they play

You think you will deserve medal about that

You killed angels on the beach just remember

Allah will never forget that just wait you fate

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

It's a wonderful

It's a wonderful when you have a heart

To feel with all songs about the love

It's a wonderful when you have feelings

To touch all stars with your lover only

It's a wonderful when you have a dream

To fly above the clouds in your sky

It's a wonderful when you have the goodness

To draw the smiles instead of the sadness

It's a wonderful when you are human

To create new world from our sensations

It's a wonderful when became this is my feelings

To find my dreams with all humans forever

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

For a moment

For a moment i didn't understand what happened

It's real or just some of my illusions only for me

I'm right or i'm wrong in my thinking way

Maybe i'm confused and i can't think like others

I feel i stand in this point from long long time

No movements just my imaginations around me

I thought i loved all people like flowers within me

But they loved me or they hated me because of me

I don't know the answer about my this question

All i want just crying and screams like poor child

Maybe someone can hear me to tell me the truth

Let me move again to understand myself only

It's bot important to be happy or sad forever

But it's important to me to realize everything

For a moment i didn't understand what happened

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

Angel too

I can't touch you because you are my angel

I know my feelings like these clouds my love

Like this cloud fly from place to another place

Your love give me wings to fly among flowers

Among stars i will touch your heart forever

I'm not normal human to understand my love

I'm your soul which fly around you every night

I know i'm strange lover within your life

But it's my way to touch your feelings my baby

Don't think about my love just trust in my soul

Close your eyes to touch your lips forever

Look at my eyes to understand my feelings

Run with your smiles with me under the moon

In this moment i can touch because i'm angel too

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

I'm sorry

I'm sorry because i can't help you

I haven't the decision to stop that

I'm just simple man in this world

Don't blame me because i'm guilty

My eyes fill of tears for you baby

I will never hear your laughs again

Just screams fill of my heart about you

I will pray to Allah to save your innocence

Someday you will get your freedom again

Just close your eyes to find your peace

Because Allah will avenge for you

Now you will be in the heaven with the angels

I know i'm guilty because i'm weak human

I'm sorry because i can't help you baby

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

I wish

I wish to see you again my lovely

After all these years i still remember

I don't know anything about you

I don't know your way or your home

But i wish one day to meet you again

To fly among my memories with you

To remember your smiles with me

After all these years i still remember

The first time when i told you everything

I don't know what happened for you

And why you left me without reason

Really i'm not upset from you now

Because you are just memories only

I don't know what can i say for you

I just remember my memories only

Maybe i missed my happiness with you

So i wish to see you again my lovely

Mohammed Abdeltawab .

My baby

Baby i know you missed your family

Now you are alone without reason here

They killed your family with cold blood

Everyday they do that with all children

I will pray for you to find the mercy again

I can't describe my feeling about your tears

Allah will not forget his angels on the land

They are animals with all these victims

I will shout out loud to find someone hears me

Who killed all these children Allah waits you

Just remember that Allah will avenge for all

Baby i know you missed your family

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

I will pray

In this moment i will pray for the love

All my friends will pray for our children

If you have humanity just think about them

I will pray to find someone wipes their tears

During the fasting many children died there

Many angels cry about all children there

I can't hear the call for pray there again

Just sound of explosions lives around them

Scared eyes look to me to cry like angels

There you can hear the blood screams

To tell you here many children died

If you happy you can kill me with them

Because i will pray there among them

In this moment i will pray for the love

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

You killed my happiness

Now you killed my happiness and my hope

Now you killed my family and my lovers

Now i will live in street without home

There is no light or stars in the sky

Just fire and rockets around me only

I'm just simple child like his school

Now there is no school or teachers

You killed my innocence in my heart

Now there is no happiness or smiles

You left the sadness filled my soul

I will walk in streets to hear the screams

Now i can't write anything about you

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

Because of you

Because of you i found the love within my heart

Because of you i can fly among wild flowers

Because of you i found the smile on my lips

Because of you i  touch the flowers to bloom

Because of you i found the life with you only

Because of you i will ask the moon to tell you

Because of you i found the happiness with you

Because of you i close my eyes to see you forever

Because of you i found the heaven within your eyes

Because of you i found the hope among your words

Because of you i found the life without you is nothing

Mohammed Abdeltawab 

Congratulations

Congratulations you are hero now

I see your smiles in every place

Today you killed more elderly

During the prayer you killed more

Your aircraft ejected place for Allah

Their weapon were just prayers only

Are you happy now and you can sleep ?

Do you think you will live in peace ?

More martyrs will fly to the heaven

And you will cry within your tomb

Congratulations you are hero now

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

Sometimes

Sometimes we forget we're humans live together

To think about ourselves only with our lusts
sometimes we miss our feelings toward others

To find reasons to live as animals without feelings
sometimes we blame others about their destiny

To exclaim we are not responsible about their death
sometimes we think about our victors in every place

To spend more money about prostitutes in streets
sometimes we kill others by ignoring their screams

To say we are civilized but they are just ignorant
Sometimes we laugh during their children die

To forget their pains during the death kill them
sometimes we have conscience and forget that

To close our ears and eyes to give up them again

Don't

Please don't catch my hand to be here

You can't understand my soul to fly

I'm like butterfly needs more lights

Don't break my wings to be with you

Don't push me to your darkness again

I don't need more sadness from you

Give me your smile not your tears

Let me fly again to find my happiness

You were like a flower in my memories

But now i can't look at your eyes

Unfortunately i have pains enough

So let me fly to escape from your cage

I love you but i can't stay here with you

I will leave you to be you within my heart

Don't cry because my tears like the rivers

Please don't catch my hand to be here

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

To fly

I will close my eyes to fly again

There in the skies like white birds

With my broken wings i will try

To find new dream to dream again

There i will forget my life forever

Just to fly among my memories

I need something change my life

Someone waits me  in my dream

To see all smiles like white flowers

I can't move my feet to fly there

Although all my dreams like wings

But i need someone gives me chance

Just wipe my tears to be free there

I will close my eyes to fly again

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

What can i do ?

What can i do to find my way ?

It's too hard to find the answer

I believed my soul we can fly

To find my way again in this life

But in every time i find the pains

Everyday i raise my head to the sun

But i can't find the sun at my way

I asked many people to answer me

But still now i can't find my way

I wait the sunrise for new beginning

Maybe i need something more my soul

What can i do to find my way ?

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

Always

Always you will be my dream or just my angel

Always i will feel with your presence around me

Always i can't touch you because you are angel

Always i will sight your smile like a star shines

Always your love will be like a mirage within me

Always you will be my hope to find my way again

Always i will forget my sadness with you only

Always remember me to find my happiness 

Always give me your feelings to still alive with you

Always you will be my dream or just my angel

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

Mum

Mum really i miss your warmheartedness 

Everyday i suffer from pains in this life

I miss your kindness when i do mistakes

I can't find your hug to hold me again

I miss your care when i 'm sick like a baby

When i'm sick i feel with lonely without you

I miss you now because i'm frustrated only

Yes it's my truth just chains around my soul

I can't wipe my tears without your smiles

Mum really i miss your warmheartedness

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

My dream

When i was a child i had a dream

Still simple dream within my mind 

Many times i close my eyes to dream

Just small house on the top there

Among the wild flowers in the valley

To hear the wind on the mountains

I can see the sheep jump to play

The sounds come from the bells

Just give me the chance to live there

It's just dream and will be just dream

Mohammed Abdeltawab 

Don't be sad

Don't be sad for any reason my baby

Really i didn't see any sad flower before

I'm here to create your smile every day

You are just flower just try to smile again

Your heart still pure like these clouds

Just keep with the love and the happiness

Think in your dreams to find the innocence

Leave all the sadness for me i can do that

I'm like a rock in the desert no life there

Just find your way to your skies to be happy

And remember me if you need me again

Don't be sad for any reason my baby

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

Be a flower

Just be like a flower in my life

I need your magic around me

I can breath your perfume now

Just be closing to my eyes to see

Give me the hope when you bloom

Let me dance in your presence only

Just bloom for my feelings forever

Touch my soul when you find the sun

Just be like a flower in my life

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

Somewhere

I want being alone in somewhere

I want discovering my soul again

Maybe i find the answers there

I can't find my way in this life

I need to be alone forever to think

To touch the core of truth about me

I need to find the sun again for me

Maybe i can find my humanity again

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

Why

Why i can't cry like other people

Why i can't find my salvation too

I can't find someone understand me

Just deep ocean of sadness around me

Just screams like waves within me too

I wish crying to touch my tears like others

I need someone hears my screams only

I can't live alone within my darkness

I want finding my gate to my sky like angels

Just for one moment give me my happiness

Let me see the sun again to feel with my soul

Tell me i'm not alone with my screams

Why i can't cry like other people

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

Just my lady

My lady you are like a star in the sky

I like your bride and your femininity

Because your feelings like a queen

I know i can't fly to touch the moon

But i have pure heart like this cloud

I know you  wait your prince till now

To take you to his kingdom in the sky

And i'm just simple man not knight

But I have a great treasure within me

Just look at my eyes to understand that

You can hear my heart beats to know it

My lady you are like a star in the sky

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

My dark cloud

I will live alone without my friends

I will choose my cloud to be my home

I don't want more tips within my life

Every time the same words from all

I understand all that but i can't believe

Everyone tell me the same sentences

I can't prevent my sadness or my pains

It's like chains or cage without keys

So i will close my eyes and my ears

I will leave all my friends here to fly

I will fly to my cloud which will be dark

Sure my cloud will be dark with my tears

There i will be alone without my friends

Because i don't want any advice again

I will live alone without my friends

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

This moment

All my life i wait this moment everyday

To fly with sunset and touch it's light

I find the flowers also happy for that

I sit in silence to understand the life

At this moment i can touch my soul

My soul attempts to smell the flowers

The sun will back for me with the hope

The flowers told me the next will be better

At this moment i can open my heart again

My feelings will bloom like the flowers

My dreams will go with the sun to back again

All my life i wait this moment everyday

Mohammed Abdeltawab.

My daughter

My baby show your innocent feelings for me 

I like to see your smile like a flower blooms

Just give me a kiss everyday at the morning

To find my way to the happiness  with you

You can walk without fears just smile again

No crying no tears for any reason in the life

The life created for you only you can own it

I'm just here to hear your laughs around me

Look at my eyes to see the most beautiful face

My baby show your innocent feelings for me

Mohammed Abdeltawab

Beautiful dream

You are like a beautiful dream in my life

Just beautiful dream which full of the love

I know your eyes have many feelings

But how can i find your words about that

Really my heart says many things about you

Although i miss your eyes in your presence

But i prefer the silence when i touch your hand

You can take my heart to tell you that

I can fly within your blue color to see my love

But in my dream only because i can tell you

You are like a beautiful dream in my life

Mohammed Abdeltawab 

In my way

I lost my happiness in my way 

It's the first time to discover that

Now my doll sad like me in my way

Even now I'm alone with my pains

I will forget my smiles and my laughs

My crying and my tears will live with me

I can only hold my doll to feel with me

I will keep with my memories in my heart

To remember the happiness in my way

I lost my happiness in my way

Mohammed Abdeltawab

I don't know

I can't resist you and i don't know why

I hate my weakness in your presence 

Really i'm not weak man but i love you

I wish leave afar to forget you forever

But i can't do that because of my heart

Everyday i decide do that to tell you

But my heart cries for you because of you

I don't need this life with your love

I need to be strong to feel with my soul

My lovely i will not be patient forever

I will destroy this bridge to find myself 

Just think in that i'm lover not slave

I can't resist you and i don't know why

Mohammed Abdeltawab 

I think about you

All the times i think about you

Just not for my love but for you

Because my heart is not for me

I still touch your rose to remember

I can't feel with the time without you

My heart between your hands forever

Just tell me all the times you love me

You left your feelings with me here

But you took my soul with you there

So i will wait you with your rose

Just remember me because i love you

All the times i think about you

Mohammed Abdeltawab

My homeland

The moon will be my homeland

This is my feeling from long time

Yes i wait the moon to be full moon

Because i can hear it's silence now

It's light in the sky like my soul

I can see my home and my dreams

It will be close to take me forever

Someday it will be close to the land

The moon will give me the power to fly

There i will find my dreams again

The moon will be my homeland

Mohammed Abdeltawab

Just remember

Remember this moment forever

When i said i love you my baby

When i touched your hand to kiss it

When i said do you marry me ?

In this moment i found my partner

I saw our children around us

I wish all my children like you

In this moment i found my soul

Just remember this moment forever

Mohammed Abdeltawab

The old angel

There beside my rock near to the sea

I found him set there near to my place

He is just old man with long gray hair

I set beside him on my rock to see him

To look to the sea to tell him my tales

He smiled with his tears like pearls

He said to me Don't forget me again

I looked at his eyes to find my sadness

Who are you ? and why me only ?

He smiled and looked to the sea again

I'm just your old angel my friend

I'm your life and your memories

I'm just your mirror only my friend

Don't ask me more questions about you

Just look at my eyes to find the truth

I'm your sadness and your pains only

I attempted to touch his face to be sure

But he smiled again to me like a baby

I saw the tears within him eyes again

He can't move his broken wings to fly

I can't find my dreams or my wishes

It's just memories like his gray hair

When i looked to him to ask him more

I didn't find him on the rock just pearls

I'm alone near to the sea with his tears

Mohammed Abdeltawab